Fuzzy Babbling(bebel) world....

2008-10-17T07:40:00.000-07:00

i need sum kinda place for ranting,rambing n bebel-ing..having a blog ...of course theres pros n cons...but hey everitink cums with consequences ...nohting cums free n perfect..hahaks...i was supoosed to study BUT i felt so tired ...my brain cells not functioning ...it needs to rest for god sake...so here i am BLOGGING....im going to jog tmrw...hey mi mission now is to stay fit n toned...how i envy those fitness model posing wiht their toned bodies ,perky tite butt n great ABS....im sure gona hav dat man ...by nxt year...by hook or by crook....my upper arm seem to be toned...buti tink i have to do some FLYERs to burn sum fats there ...yucks....n d most hardest part is the freaking abs.......................dat has to cum with clean diet ,sum abs strengthening n cardio...n walah i will get those marvellous abs...oh man ....

The end of Ramadhan n the beginning of hari raya

2008-10-09T14:17:00.000-07:00

ramadhan mth has ended ppl ...n hari raya is here..to all muslims,selamat hari raya...as for me, i feel kinda sad to leave d mth of ramadhan cos its the mth where u will acquire double or triple d "pahalas"...d days where i got to wake up in the morning with my messy hair like pprempuan giler n eat sahur..ahaks..i totally will miss the tym spent eating 2gether for break fast as a whole family ...cos next year it will be without my big sister..she will be married n eventually not staying with us..it will be totally different being without her ..its as if sth is missing..itsa like d prata n curry..wothut the curry ,the prata will be tasteless ..not really UMMPH !..being a werking women now, i felt that tym really passed very fast...hmph well i can say as fast as the speed of light 3x10^8 .hahaks ..pejam pelik pejam pelik to mi suprise,september is gone...n a new mth comes...oh yeah october,i hope for sth more thrilling n exciting than the previous mth ....i will be expected a lot of marriage invitations ..cos many of my friends are getting married next year...how time really flies..but yeah sth to assure u guys dat mine will not be next year...mebe i will settle wen its time..but DEFINITELY not next year..insyaallah d cuming more years..hahaks.

Reunion

2008-09-22T22:33:00.000-07:00

it has been quite a while I din actually blog...all tanx to my hectic life.....hahakz...despite the fact that im freaking bz, managed to met up with old bunch of primary skool frens for iftar @ fig n olive,vivo city....itsa been ages,man ...hahaks...unexpected reunion....i must sae that the plan went really well...almost everyone we know turned up....semua da besar besar n some hu dont turn out seemed to be married already...well life changes...i could still recall the moments where we actually play kejar kejar during primary skul days...all the foolish stuff we did...n yah ,now it it seems so hard to register in my bloody ,slimy brain dat everione has grown up ....hehe..........if only i could pause time...i would love to be sweet 17 again....n forever be sweet 17.....

To my special dude who brightens up my hol life,"Happy Birdae"

2007-09-08T06:41:00.001-07:00

itsa khai birdae......hes turning old....hahahha....well yah hes older than me....n im still the youngest...hehe......young with maturity...HA HA.....anw hapi birdae to mi BOY......hope u like the assorted brownies....hope u loyke mi the advanced birdae gift....WII nintendo...yipeee,i noe u do!!!!anw i still lurve the chewy fudgy....the expresso brownie tastes nice too.....not much stuff do that dae...cos i was having this damn adnminal viral infections.....noisy stomach,irregular bowels...darn..i hate the feeling....bt i tried all my best,all the remaining strentgh i had to celebrate with you dear..hahaha.....yah we had a hell of excitement n fun celebrating at the al majlis arabish restaurant....yah the place AGAIN...hmph....was considering mediterranean restaurant but gosh,it was closed.....ngaruts...sa semangat2 se....but still i guess the food mite taste similar....as long as it fills our empty stomach,im fine with it....n as dear is fine with it,i had not much to say......last but not least,i wana end this post by wishing ya again dear "Happy Birdae!" may Allah blesses u and us...hehe..........................

My Eye on Malaysia

2007-08-27T05:54:00.000-07:00

Back from KL...arrgh...how i wish tym is frozen n i wldnt have to go back to spore n continue with all the mundane stuff....arrrgh.........how i wish i would be in honolulu hawaii now ith khai...enjoying the beach and environment....but oh hell,gt to awake fron tis not-lasting dream of mine...but hey hey,i did have very adventurous trip to kl.....leme tell u wats in my bus..theres personal tv and whole loads of movie u cn watch....awesome...i didnt know dat...all i noe is dat itsa a super 26 VIP coach...n bout the personal tv,i swear i noe nuts bout it...hahaha...but i love it...itsa so perfect...sometimes ,we need to be pampered with all these stuff...heee ...From the tym we check in the hotel,we have always been outdoor...hehe...and well a good thing that is,that week is the ARAB-festive week...many arabs ard,many many arabs food,many many arabs smoking shee-shay...hahaha......i love arab food!heres the list of things i did there!!!!
Day1-checked in and we ate our lunch first at berjaya times square....
-went down to petaling street,pasar rakyat,sungai wang n some bazaar along sungai wang ns ome other shopping centres..cnt remember the names....hahahha..the placeswere fllooded ,ma...flooded with ppl and bargains...managed to get a counterfeit GUCCI bag for more than half the price....it looks real .no kidding...
day2-eat our luxurious breakfast at apple restaurant
-went KLCC,bt the tix were sold out...haiyh...so we jus took some of te shots in front of klcc.,hur hur
-then,we proceeded to putrajaya to ride the gondola on water..."the eye on msia"....well,itsa like huge ferris wheel ...n u cn see msis's view from there....fun...oh yeay i did have lotsa fun.tot of going masjid india...too bad ,it was kinda a hot day...i prefer to be in an air conditioned place...haha....so we head back to berjaya times square
by evening,we were out again hunting for food....so tempted to eat arab food....we found one across sungai wang hidden along the alley....n on mi GOD!itsa superb...i cn still taste the beef juice in mi mouth..so sedap..........next,to pass the tym,we went out shee-shaying with the arabs..haha...b4 going for our latenite moive...hehe.........khai i ordered apple mint bits....k oh hel,duno wats that....bt it tastes nice....at 12 am,we went 4 our "evan almighty" movie
day3:kinda sad this is the last dae...so we just went ard,shoppin for mooncake nshopping 4 food n shirt b4 we got back

theres nothing more i cn say.i enjoy the trip.i miss kl.i miss the fun.i miss everything!

Catchin up with the old tym...perfecto!

2007-08-10T08:33:00.000-07:00

went out with my nutty gems to town 2dae....after all the brain squashing wrecking exams...hahaha.finally i cn settle down now witha peace of mind..wahaha...cant wait for the trip dis fridae ...itsa d last of my 3rd year 1st semester.....another 1 more semester 2 go....n hey im outta of skool...khekhe.....congrats nisa!!!finally u gtd job u wanted...a web developer @ pixelage.ltd.im so proud of u......da gaji,blanjer k..khekhe...im so looking forward to next year...we will all be werking n have sum cash to spend on...should try out the spa,massage,splurging on all the designer clothing that we r dying to buy bt can afford now...maklumlarr...blum keje...hehe.....hmmph i cnt wait ....n congrats to yati also!!!!bless u n azim....may ur jodoh kekal foreva.......she really look damn gorgeous....the hantaran really caught mi ttention....guess wat she for azim!!PSP,DKNY watch and perfume n all the cadbury chos...yummy yummy....to be cont....

Counting the days to the end of exam.

2007-07-26T12:12:00.000-07:00

Im eager..totally excited....heart thumping very fast as each days passed...i cnt wait to go KL!!!!well itsa like an another trip to KL ...but hey this tym ard im gonna look for more fun n exprience...im going take the 5 star hotel n enjoy the luxurious accomodation in which of course i cnt afford to ,in Singapore..so it kinda like one tym experience..n it will take eons for me to travel again...arrrghhhhhh.......i presume this trip gona be whole loads of fun.i mean it.ha-ha.

Degree Conversion

2007-07-26T12:09:00.000-07:00

haiz...i need to go degree conversion talk at KKH this coming Thursdae...We have decided to pursue Deg with Honours from Southbank Uni,London...in so eager....woohooo..alas...so till then,ciaoz.

The tym we unwind ourselves n have TEH TARIK

2007-07-26T11:56:00.000-07:00

managed to catch up wit my nutty gems at al azhar .....i apologise for being late n im promise not to do it again gurls*fingers twisted*...khekhe....very kecoh n itsa so unsangkarable dat thesegurls actually tok to the mamaks while waiting for me...suker lar tu bebual ngan mamak?..hahahaha..............went there with khai...n alif was there...he is totally nutcase same as fina...khekhe.sajak la 2.......jgn marah.itsa so kecoh even though theres jus 5 of us...itsa equivelant with 10 ppl....goodness....everione had teh tarik...well,i noticed sth .....theres some kind of connection between teh tarik n us...everitym we met,we will always order teh tarik...itsa like or trademark se...ahaha....giler ak pompuans!!!!should go out again..i wanna drink iced teh chino!!!!

Mi bestie has officially ENGAGED!

2007-07-09T11:15:00.000-07:00

Spongebob n its calculator.

the barbie dat i was fascinated with.

The sarung cincin session

Finally the day has arrived....the day that has been waiting for...the day where mi bes gurl got officially engaged....weehoo...im happy for her....it was kinda grand engagement ceremony with beautiful decor,sweet ,simple n elegant...so pure!khekhe....i loyke it so much...the gubahan r so well-hiased.arrived quite early though to catch the ring n gubahan and exchanging session.I love the barbie doll with skirts full of milk candy.....n the cake is so cuteeee....it has top layer designed with spongebob holding calculator which lies a very deep meaning for the couples..khekhe....sweet......a gurl hu has grown with me ever since sec 1 after an unexpected separation(u noe it,ryte?) ,who stand by me whenever i have problems,have lent a shoulder for me to cry on,give words of encouragement when im despair has already met her charming prince n soon after will be Mrs Liana..khekhe.....im happy that u find the ryte guy whom u dear so much...n i pray for both of u..so that ur jodoh kekal forever!k mi malay dar jadi resty abit...hahaha.....well mi turn will be so far ahead but u have already made me excited with all this pertunangan idea..khekhe.....soon....insya-allah

2007-07-08T20:16:00.000-07:00

im so excited to buy harry porter dvd collections.going to get it this fridae with khai and helmi...kool!!!!!cant wait.

My harry porter dvd collections.....

2007-07-06T20:19:00.000-07:00

hee...got mi harry porter collections...weehoo....splendid...now feel like buying the lord of the ring trilogy series...ahahaha......but i have to get a new dvd player....mine cnt play the damn dvd....haiyah....samsung dvd now on sale at affordable price...weehoo....gonna get it one fine dae...hahaks....went with khai n helmi just now...2 innocent looking guys bt hey looks can be decieving...they r the most nonsensical guys i ever met.....ahaha.....kecoh esp khai...hahahah....khai giler!i dunno i guess all the goody guys are like diam diam lepu se...once u noe them,they r like kecohs,nut case..hahahah...bt still, they noe their limits.FUN IS FUN but RULES ARE RULES ,u c.im like surrounded with game freaks frens...not to mention,my nisa is one of them.shes a woman mind u .n shes playing pc games...freaky...haiyah.....me wif my tak habis habis wana buy murukus....shld buy bigger packs next tym....very addictive..good for munching...

look like cerebrities...full of craps.haha

2007-07-01T03:14:00.000-07:00

Check dis out.itsa interesting...wahahaha...

Seeing u really brings joy to my life

2007-07-01T02:40:00.000-07:00

no tuition .tired.finished skool.tonnes of projects.tired.feet aching .stil dying to meet up with syg.went vivo 8pm.had beard papa cream puff with vanilla n strawberri n sum old changkee food.must eat..sedapilicious...hahaha...catch hot fuzz.indeed very humorous movie...really ticklish.comical.extremely nuts.insane.madness.by then,were totally exhausted.still,we had enjoyable tym

when ideas ran out,try xploring.

2007-07-01T02:14:00.000-07:00

no idea to go....travelled evriwhere.alas decided to go johore...hahaha....from morning to late nite,we were there....nothing else to do bt watching shrek n pocong @shaw..kekhe...costs us 40 ringgit.incredibly cheap i cld say.2 movies for the price of 1(40 RM=$20) N plus cosy seats.total madness.splurgin on pizza,shoes n secret recipe cheese cake with aple crumbs.woo..lurve it.found grey's anatomy season 3 dvd.splendid.buying it soon.craving for teh tarik..had it b4 going back spore.mission accomplished.hard to describe.completely gerek.

Misunderstanding has separated us but fate brings us back

2007-06-27T22:32:00.000-07:00

fina called me up to meet up at al-majlis...little did i expect she kol me!!!im really astonished.but im glad all the conflict has been resolved..anw itsa not a conflict,theres only misunderstanding....used to remember us waiting each other for recess even though we were of different jc classes.cnt recall how it started but somehow,we have the connection....even on thefirst day of school,we all came with rebonded hair....n at that point of time,we had never met b4.suprise. everione mistook us for each other cos of our identical hair style...hehehe......im glad we have met again,fens.Thus,the "trios"........

Mi Gurl'z birdae!-tandoori restaurant-

2007-05-30T11:10:00.000-07:00

it was simis birdae ydae......mi biatch birdae.....somehow she shared the same episodes of life with me,dat wat makes us the inseparable twins.....love her a load...nt shes leaving me for uk!!!!!well bitch,u n vinod gotta sponsor mi and khai air tickets to ur wedding huh...n rest assure we will be with u throughout the wedding prep....that will be fun....hahha.... its a learning experience of one;sculture....hahaks...anw went andoori restaurant at golden landmark hotel...managed to catch pirates movie..hahah....clueless of the whole story ,n definitely not as thrill as the previous one....hmmph.....thumbs down larrr....ahhaa...back to tandoori restaurant,classy and posh resaturant that is ...anw guess wat! we were all wearing simple oufits,it wasnt planned actually...hahahah...brought sayang along,n hes wearing slippers.hahaha..n im wearing too..told u we didnt plan it ..hope he had fun eating roti naan and the tortilla indian chips..................i had fun and i hope mi dear biatch had fun too!i jus let the pics do the talking.....adios

To err is human,to forgive divine

2007-05-30T11:02:00.000-07:00

im totally suprised mi 2 best buddies in jc wana meet up wit me...its been 3yrs now....hardly believing that we never met up after our A level...n now they finished skool wit degrees liao..hahahah......cnt wait for this saturdae and mit up,wondering wat went wrong @ dat spur moment ....dun even noe we ever had a tiff ....bt we three gals were so close mcm belangkas...i was the evil one..suka jln2 compared to them.....hahaha......how times have changed us all.....tak sabar n see how mature mi gals have grown....hahaha....live for the future,do not live for the past....brooding and dwelling of the past juz makes u sick....im happy with wat i have now...im satisfied..mmwwaaahhhh gals!

Never bite the hand that feeds u......

2007-05-21T07:55:00.001-07:00

i wonder wat is the definition of frenship.....ive seen whre one cn actually backstab the other...n one that is 2 faced which means she/he cn be treating u good,bt hu noes wat they are doing behind ur back...bitching,gossiping.......no doubt everi gals is xperiencing the same thing.hw i admire guys...they are laid back species....dont give the fucking care all these trivial things...n they now how tot treat ya........fuck those bicthes hu bitch a lots,hu i cnt stand their irritating behaviours,trying to get attention in the click,so conformist,no stand at all...i tink ur juz a wimp,pathethic creature hu doesnt deserved frenship.......i dont think u deserve it..afterall i have done....n this is wat u repayme....screw u bloodysucker evil bitch.......bt hey mi life is so much beta without u.....i have good frens,the true buddy by mi side hu will b there for mi entire lyftym and i dont guarantee u cn.......i guess jealousy,rivalry reigns the most precious bond which is frenship...n that is utterly disappointing....n i believe in karma...wat comes ard,goes ard.the ting that u did to me in the past and now.i will not forget it fren.

2007-05-19T04:02:00.000-07:00

yipee....final year for me!!!woohoo.....cnt wait to graduate.....loads things to accomplish...hahakz....the jouney of learning is never ending......tink im goin to werk here for 2 yrs or mebe get the hospy to sponsor me....cool.. inspired to be sonographer....well yah itsa part of radiography...itsa mind challenging,really test ur anatomical structures...cos ur eyes mite be strained staring at the contrasty image,black n white with no colours...hahaha.........wats more exciting is dear is finshing his ns soon...*feeling a sense of euphoria*woohoo.....alas hes free from the clutch of govt...hahaha...bt tink hes getting a degree ...cos its hard to get a decent job without a degree nowadays...itsa very competitive out there.....so euphoric beyond words that our rship has survived all the obstacles and getting stronger day by day...its hard to imagine life without him....life will be so monotonous owing to the fact that i actuall have a rigid schedule...its a comfort and pleasant to have someone who is receptive,listen to all ur ups and downs part of life,a punchbag(khekhe)..juz kidding and sum1 hu u cn manja wif ..khekhe.....insya allah we will be there 4 each other till lifetym....well talking about that!mi super BESFREN is gonna engage soon....congrats gal....told u ,u will be first,keep denyin that,self denial... ...hahaha....so glad you and naz are going to get engage..!!!!!!!!!!im happy for both of u...da besar mi gal.....CONGRATS yeap ...cnt wait 4 dat dae...looking forward to the big day!muakz!

gud bye past,itsa tym for a change!

2007-04-12T09:29:00.000-07:00

2007-04-08T09:27:00.000-07:00

guess wat...i cnt believe it miself...im taking up d drving course...hahahha.....itsa so unexpected and unplanned...bt i guess i hav to take it now or never as i have foretold that i will be super hectic next year....hmmph...futhermore,i gt lotsa tym to try out ......practise,practice and practise till it gets better...theres as saying that goes practice makes perfect...khekhe.....never say give up b4 trying...mi top list of principle that i hold till now and i firmly believe in that.....so much things happened lately....been so bz with werk.werk and more werk....hahaha.....have been teaching phonics n basic maths in primary skool...hahaha....well under mendaki that is....yah n i drag mi super bf along....he will be the rlief t-cher....hahaha....much as he hates doing it,he has to for his gf sake...ahahha....nah i wouldnt be that cruel....hes earning too....fret not....cnt imagine him with kids ....reminds me of that arnold swarchnagger...apologise if i get the spelling wrong...hahaha....taking care a bunch of kids in the kindergarden...really hard to imagine that....da lar muscular,tinggi lak tu....i guess the students will be so frightened n piss in their pants ...hahahahah...its not dat im trying to say hes horrible,instead hes adorable,pleasant bf....muaks darling....anw have to get back to mi book...mugging for tml basic theory test ...hahahah...i feel so suaku...highlighting all the key points in d book....hahahahha.....guess i have lotsa of free tym to do so...cn even have tym to colour the book,mind u...hahaha....

Life should not always be stagnant.Perceive changes in an optimistic way.

2007-03-14T08:49:00.000-07:00

im dying to change mi hair style...im sick of mi hair...feel like cutting bt kinda waste ah...spent years growing it long....will be a waste if i chop it off.......but hey,these days i, gonna go for the digi perm.....n c wats d effect of it on me......to hell,if it didnt turn out good,at least ive tried sth new....heheh......went out with my very own sayang .....much did i realise he already has influenced me a lot....hes a man with maturity ,plan ahead of the others and even read motivational books to motivate himself in different aspects of life...and so he did,convince me in reading one...HOW TO BECOME A MILLIONAIRE?come to tink of it initially,itsa bit silly...bt hey i come to figure out dats this book is inspirational.thus,i have to sweep all my thoughts on motivational books and start reading them......not only dat.because of him,im becoming a health freak....started browsing thru all the magazine to shape up mi butt ,abs and all those flabby ares that the woman nowadays faces....n dat is wat exactly im going to do...start to tone up....hahha....well syg,i dont wana say this...bt yah u kinda influential.i dun mean it as a negative way..frankly speaking,itsa positive !!!!..tanx for everything... i will be so lost without u. i have gained confidence and maturity from u....u r my man!!!!

No matter how fast i run ,i wldnt be able to catch up with the tym pace..When i look back,i realise theres a whole loads of things to do

2007-03-05T08:52:00.000-08:00

has been quite a while i havent spent tym with mi family....thus,alas,i managed to squeeze my rigid schedule to spend a lil tym with dem....khekkeh....all tanx to syg...well itsa not pre planned or watso eva...itsa just dat syg had sth on the last sat....we usually had sth to do on both h weekends bt sth came up.he had to kluar makan with his mum n bro......i was a lil dampened though cos itsa so sudden bt on the second thought,i would have done the same.family comes first ryte.....furthermore,its his mum's birdae...bought for her some body shop giftz..the satsuma shower gel,the lotion and satsuma oil...hahahA...everytink in satsuma...sundae was quite a rushy dae for me...had several tuitions......wad d hell ryte....even on sunday!hmph,come to tink of it ,itsa quite sad ..but anw ,tutoring is fun.guess its just mi passion...all the makciks are gerek gerek ak....heheheh.............well managed to mit up with my bunch of gals at town wif sayang last sunday.....though didnt manage to catch a movie with them at least i managed to say hi hellos and all.....itsa great catching up with the old tym...oh yah some good news to share...mi sis gt her bike!!!yeah she had her lesen...looks like i cn be her pillion...wahaha...i dun tink i cn have one...so DREAM ON ifa!..sumone just hates mi riding a bike!!!!!ITSA ALL FOR MI OWN good!dats exactly wat hes trying to mean!hehe

Sometimes u have to reward urself after a long day of stress n tiredness.

2007-02-19T05:51:00.000-08:00

it was great to spend tym fruitfully....especially on weekends....i have to reward miself with sth that makes me happy inside u c...after a week of attachment at AMK hospital....doodling !no patient,jus sat there n bonding with mi werk mates n this Fillipino radiographer,Xenia...oh gosh...how i envy her attitude....optimistic,likes challenges ,strict yet outgoing..... taught us lotsa stuff,d ultrasound bla bla bla.....as usual,dont rather spend much of mi tym at home,usually out coping with mi busy schedule of tutoring ...bt yah,there has to be a SPACE for me to spend with dear....or else ,he will go berserk....n i will on the other hand gets stressed...uhuh....catch ghost rider...had bn waiting to watch dis marvel comics film ...really find they are good comics....not many shops r opened during chinse year...darn it.....but oh well,we still managed to spot a place eventually hidden ard bugis area to eat....itsa ZAM ZAM restaurant....wow ,the chicken murtabak there is yummilicious....dear didnt eat dat much...he tinks murtabak is rather filling n suffice...heee.....orh ya,i cn curb mi temptations as well...these days mi appettide seems to grow n yah cnt deny im quite tembamish now!!!!arrgh.....i really need to go GYM!!!!!

The superbilicious PUTERI GUNUNG LEDANG musical play!

2006-11-30T08:55:00.000-08:00

hehe.....intrigued by the play........sampai tak realise posing with the upside down theatre review.

these wacky bunch of frens..from left is naz,aisyah,tasha and last but not least is syaz

the "happening"play...the gorgeous hang tuah(the one wearing red)

presenting to u king of majapahit...love the way he swayed his hip when dancing....very hippy,cheerful personality...

play ended approx 3hours......gosh bum ached like hell after the whole play...feeling satisfied...two thumbs up n cheers to PUTERI GUNUNG LEDANG!!!!hip hip hurray 2x.tiara jacq did it...shook the fan with their extravagant musical play!we were apalled n gaped with awe.....evryone raised to give them loud of applause for the splendid play!!they deserve the credits man!!!!

2006-11-25T03:53:00.000-08:00

had a trip down to johor today.this tym ard was with sayang n his best fren........its the end of the year sale....so thought of like walking ard n do some window shopping.....as soon as we got there,we ate at kota raya to fill up our empty stomach......well,eventually i got to know sayang's best fren ....hmph,i jus find our best friends are very similar......in the things they do, n bla bla...hahahaha...freaky.....k once our energy had replenished ,headed on to city square to hunt ard for some stuff....sayang bought sth for himself..engineered jeans..n as for me,i didnt get anything i had gotten everything i want....so its suffice.

2006-11-25T03:44:00.000-08:00

..........sayang met me at queensway after mi werk to hunt for mi dress again.....eventuallly we found a nice one ...the one he and i really really like at queensway shopping centre.....itsa so affordable and most importantly nice....hahahah...he had bought for himself a formal shirt to for tml event.....ehehe.......reaal ylook nice on him...really cnt wait for tml!went down to adam roas...was curious about the place since every1 ws like talking about ada rd n i had nt been there before......so we managed to find our way there...settled down n ate our special nasi lemak n sup tulang....power gile beb!hahahah

2006-11-21T04:00:00.000-08:00

dull and weary weekdays as it is..more worse when im having attachment like one nw...having attachment at alexandar hospy,x-raying ppl!in ER again...no gory scene.arggh!im immune to seeing those amputated patients....bt a lesson to learn guys.do eat n drink well....u never noe the outcome u will be having in the years to come due to ur habit now..well yah ppl mite say ,'enjoy life'...bt not to the extent of jeopardizing ur life to the extent that u will nvr get to taste life again once u get it....get this clear.u gona suffer it alone.not anyone.neither will ur parents or ur lover.its all abt u!ive seen miracles in life...n the down side of life....some cancer patients managed to live more than the expected years that the doc had foretold...some resigned to their fate and felt like dying than bearing all the pain...it all came from ALLAH...so be grateful to him....life is short.live it wisely!

2006-11-21T03:14:00.000-08:00

...every human being has their own childish character /part in their life....well i kinda realise it wen i and sayang went to toys r us..well itsa NOT that i deprived of childhood,its just that my sayang wanted to look for his sky ranger that could fly in indoor areas...khekhe....theres like mountains n mountains of toys down there.....im suprised dat im fascinated with the toys like my sayang .....ahahahha....kinda felt so geram wen i saw this rubbery mushy gummy lil fish...u cn stretch as much as u want to ...it will never break apart...its great to have it with u in tyms of anger or even depressed ...jus take it out n STRETCH!its like a way to direct ur emotions.....uuurrrgh,well the touch of it did send chills to mi spines,so gooey!cool stretchy lil stuff.......went ard looking for any interesting gadgets or more of those rubbery gummy lil stuff .....well theres more ...adds up to my excitement...yipee....so excited that i felt like a retard....had a sword fight .ifa vs khai.ahahha..i guess u shld noe hu won....definitely not me lar!aboden!of course Mr Taekwando won....fancy having a fight wif unskilled fighter..unfair....aniwaes mission accomplished...found his sky ranger.... it looked cool...bt on the second thought,after the trial,we were quite disheartened.....it cldnt fly,for god sake!the sky ranger clnt fly!.....it looked more like a floor ranger to me .sky ranger,mi foot!it only hovered on the floor.....wahahah..............oh yeah before that we had headed to cahaya in far east .....tot of sampling the tom yam there and hunt for mi dress for the upcoming event..PUTERI GUNUNG LEDANG @ esplanade...will update u more about dat event nxt week....dunno y i had this sudden craving of tom yam lar..well bout the tom yam in cahaya...i shall say its not up to mi taste bud...jp banquet sells the best tom yam afterall!

taman perling bbq!

2006-11-18T18:54:00.000-08:00

the gurls at sushis restaurant..feeling so bloated n satisfied

the future to be warong satay man.ehehehe

at sushi restaurant at perling mall...waiting for the ordered sushis
before we made our way home....

in the mean time,we snapped glamour shot @this glam restaurant

its QIAO LI's birdae celebrated at taman perling.....

busy bbqing the prawns....

all ouf us bergotong royong bbqing the food @aisyah's place @taman perling..

2006-11-15T05:28:00.000-08:00

@my house....

the guys were taking their tym eating the sup tulang...
slurp.slurp!

at syaz's condo...oohh....

in the bus ...felt so shagged after visiting n all.

this is wat i meant as DEEPARAYA.......

feeling so happi in the bus.on our way to fwen's house

at naz's house...so full yet had the energy to snap snap pics

had a jalan raya with the nypians,17 in total that includes all the indians n 1 chindian...khekhe..itsa really deeparaya for us.hired a bus.very tiring,gained dunno how many kilos.....bt it was fun afterall having to go out in grps n getting so kecoh,it was so long that i never been so kecoh,laugh all the tym....kinda miss the good old days....sobz.sobz..anw played all kinds of interactive games.hahaha.....tut tut tut tiuuu!.......went to almost 11 houses altogether including mine...hehe.....this tym ard khai tagged along...it was fun n meaningful having khai to beraya with me.....bring back the sweet memory of us together....though he didnt tok much ,fearing that i mite get mad if he tok too much...yesh i kinda admit im a bit possesive....nvr happened to me before ...duno wat came ova me...turning into a paranoid n possesive queen...bt im just scared to see sum1 else in ur arm,scared that sum1 kisses ur lips,scared to lose u,scared that sum1 else will replace me....cos ur everitink to me.may ALLAH blesses us,baby!

2006-11-09T03:47:00.000-08:00

was on cloud nine wen he was awake ydae....had the opportunity to talk to my baby ..even if itsa jus a while......really miss loads......anw mi pham is going JB this sat.cnt tag along.goin out with baby for jln raya.n syg,dun feel redundant among mi frens.u have me.u r everitink to me.anw .......it was tense juz now in skool....had to bear with the ms always rite....she has a prob.she always tink shes ryte...every1 has to comply.as im not the aggresive opponent lingustically,i was easily beatable.she noes she will win.so let her be.i rather shut mi mouth than waste mi energy.problem arises when two ppl of diffrnt culture,mindset and principles fight.there r tings i dunt agree with her.at least i say it with simply NO rudeness.bt it was the reverse for her.i was like asking to shut her ####ing mouth.cos i noe i was the brink of yelling at her to #### off but she kept rattling on.i jus stick 2 of mi index finger into mi ears.hahaks....hear no evil!hmph,fren is fren ryte.though dislike,i have to swallow it though her words are like venom which slowly spread to mi lymphatic vessels.to think a fren saes sth hurtful to you.i itink its vicious,cruel.doesnt mean u have to comply wateva ur fren said.i wouldnt.mebe for the closest one.bt definitely not her.

2006-11-08T07:36:00.000-08:00

at home nw waiting for baby to kol me..i can sense that hes bz with ops n stuff...itsa ok if hes too tired to kol ...poor baby has to keep werkin till late hours n have to wake up early in the morning.yesh sergeant,i understand ya!hehe.itsa ok if ur busy.i understand.u have ur own responsibility.lovin u each day.life is incomplete without u.hadnt had the chance to chat these days...i kept dozing off too early...argh mi triceps hurt loads...played ard with dumbells n the cable dat tym wen i hit the gym..all thse pain..yup serve mi ryte.hahakz...n dun forget our hari raya trip this sat.u must come!mmmwah!

2006-11-05T08:06:00.000-08:00

ended skool early...had no plans cos sayang was werking till late nite...so went out with a grp of fellow malays to vivo city.....went checkin out shops there...zara ,topshop,lingurie n others.....huge place....a day wouldnt be enough to explore.....it was quite a while i had not been out with frens...bz with skul,werk,n sayang.....saw a huge virgo ship at the balcony....horning calling out to the passengers,settiin out to sail...so huge........i guess titanic is montrous man.....feel like boarding the train n just sail off....sayang must be there too!dunno wat to do without him....hahah!

2006-11-02T20:16:00.000-08:00

i felt like going johor...so went there with khai again to watch movie.the covenant.loads of ppl watchin......bt it was fun...first tym im watching in JB cathay.....cheap!21 ringgit...dats lyk 10 dollars here for 2 ppl...wow!!!cn u believe it!hahaha.... awesome man.......get to spend tym with sayang from morning .........lurve his companion load..very patient to bear wit mi kecohness,mood swing,indecisiciveness...glad to have met him.

2006-10-27T23:37:00.000-07:00

im having terrible headache.....too many problems to think of.....feel as if mi brain is goin to explode sooner or later.....y do anione doesnt wana hear mi out,hear mi stand?n y shld i listen to others wen they temselves dun listen to me n dont give a damn abt u .lyk as if i have to do wat they want.....i dont want to be forced to do things that i dont want to do.....i feel so suffocated n helpless...n yah i wonder wen im in need of sum1.they dont actually wana hear things out and pretend to be ignorant of the situations...im not the kind of person who likes to let things settle on their own or leaving tings hanging on air just like dat...i need solution,clarification .i need someone to decide with me.hard to decide on my own...well its typically asians.dun decide things on their own.n y shld i be in this confusion state.its not as if i owe them mi lyf....its easy for ani1 to refuse n y issit so hard for me not to...lyk as if they care?i dun give a shit to all these piece of crap.....trust me u dont wana c the other side of me getting so cold,fuktup.it will do no good to everione.....y i feel like im obliged to do sth wen im free to do anitnk i want...itsa free world.

2006-10-19T19:52:00.000-07:00

its oreadi 1yr with sayang ..time flies so fast ...lotsa tym spent with him..itsa gud to hav sum1 so like u to be by ur side sharing all the ups n downs...wenever i rekindled the past on how i met him..its kinda funny....its just be fated to be...initially as e fren...date n now hitched...sweeto...lov u loads syg....went johor last on the fasting to walk ard...yup again the last tym we went was on the fasting mth.....went there to buka...bought loads of dishes....dunno wats wrg with syg...sudden craving for ikan bakar...khekhe.....cos of him.i teringin wan to eat sup tulang da.....khekhe...so instead of going geylang wiht mi frens,we went JB instead.....haahah!ate like gluttons!orded loads of food...sup tulang,ikan bakar,kerang bakar,sate....woah.....dishes after dishes....gosh....n yup,until senak se perut!!!once we r super ,we went home...didnt buy stuff over there...cos our main goal is to eat...khekhe....feelin gratified.

2006-10-19T06:56:00.000-07:00

save me...save me from boredom in skool...hahakz...its juz 3 daes of skul,i felt as if i was here eons ago damn...terrible...n all this haze doesnt make life better for me.....i have to bear with all these pollutants n mi nose n lungs stuffed with all these dirty air .....im choked,stuffed...n mi nose is like a running tap..........cn still feel the mingling haze smell in mi nose...ah...screw all this unscrupulous ppl ....cnt they at least curb all thes e things...its destroying the world.....peace man.....ignorant ppl....we r the sufferers...arrgh!feeling a lil weary in skull n we gals have nothing else to do to entertain each other except snapping photos in an undesired place..haha..in the loo is wat i meant......wt pisses me off is dt i have skul tml...n dats not the prob for me,the ting is dat i have to go skul for just 1 hr....dats unfair....totally unfair for me n my bitch....we live at the extreme ends of spore.....n we have to travel to yck for juz attending for 1 goddamn lesson......arrrrghh............anw mi mind is in total chaos...im missing my precious too much......keep peaking at mi phone for his sms.....he is so bz nowadays...cnt entertain me as much as compared to last tym......im missing those days,man.feel so suffocated without ur sms.............. love u sooooooo... much!

2006-10-17T05:01:00.000-07:00

i had fun...so much fun last weekend...basically,i and khai went out to break fast at geylang....well yah geylang,some guys will definitely hate going geylang....so squeezy,cramped,warm,stuffy...well i went there for a purpose....really need to buy miself a baju kurong...khekhe...yeah bought black one....after so much of walking ,at last settle on this elegant looking baju kurung....how i pity khai having to walk to n fro accompanying mi to buy it...but thanx baby for all the troubles i laid on u.for having to bear with mi fickle mind,indecisiveness...damn there was high flow of ppl coming in gelylang.we barely have place to sit n eat....btu despite the fact itsa stuffy n bla bla,it brings about the hari raya mood....great...gong to go again this coming satdefinitely...
perhaps u all heard of vivo city..went there too last sunday....the place is huge.....lotsa shops ranging from zara,top shop,edc n many others....watching the departed starring matt damon n leonardo decaprio.....a must watch movie...to be cont......

2006-10-06T23:13:00.000-07:00

miss my baby so much.........last tym imet him was ydae...how nice of him to drop by at Emeargency department to see me during work tym...hahakz....so had to find an excus to go out n c him.....hes goin fpr ops today 24/7 n yah...n here i ma feeling so bored....wateva it is work is work ryte.....haiz....anw wen tt o tandoori restaurant ydae to celebrate bewy's birdae..........eat like a glutton...ate so much that mi stomach bloated....hahhazzz.........everyone was gratified with the food n so am i!itsa so superb,scrumtious and anitink else todescsribe delicious..finger n feet licking good...wahahah...and other than that..lemme quote wat naz sais.The place is sensually pleasurable....hahha!yeah lots good looking hunks ova there....to b cont

2006-09-29T03:23:00.000-07:00

feeling a bit weary............had to do lotsa requested x-rys to the aptients....im dead tired...totally shag...but yipee...TGIF!its athe last day of the week......im so glad all the torturing came to an end........... haha.was attached to NUH(A&E).....yeah u will find me there doin x-ray for ya...hu noes...anw had fun with simi ard...at leats theres sth to look forward to rather than bein alone......had this repetition bad dream.......dunno wat does it signifies....eyap i mean its bad......i dun actually believe dreams but when it keeps cuming n cuminginto mi head......mebe theres sth..hu noes!ahakzzz ...well gtta go now....has tuition later...arrrgghhh......im really shagged!

2006-09-15T04:34:00.000-07:00

sat..the day before fasting....went out with khai to JB..th last outing before fasting month.....the inital plan -->buy some hari raya clothes there BUT anw i didnt plan to look for them at jb...but since it has been quite a while we havent gone there,so decided to go look around......was famished by the tym we reached JB....all the waiting really wasted all my energy...mi stomach grumbled by then.....so we went hunting for food...was craving for sate...its cheap down there in relative to spore...hahaks...so,decided to sit down n have our sates or else.....he mite have to piggy back me...wahhaha...looked around n bought our stuff.bt damn i cldnt find mi mum's fav century eggs which she longed for....feel so bad....

2006-09-10T09:00:00.000-07:00

had a tiring weekend......phew everytink is over.....had a housewarmin... a lil one....n yah had to help out in the kitchen....duh...takes a lot of effort....yah im tired but anw itsa fun.....now all my bods r aching....didnt exactly realise dat itwas already 1yr i have bn with khai..phew that was fast.....n coincidentally,he went to mi house for the kenduri at nite after everybody went back...n hang around at mi house for a couple of hours without realising it was our anniversary........well well well back to the story ,hmph mi bods r already aching,n im still wanting to go to gym.....well yup,did go n do a lil workout.... jus a lil one......to get rid of the cholesterol...hahakzz....catch lil man juz now with precious.....it was hilarious.....loads of sexual humour in it......really nice ....go watch it!i dont want spill the beans bout the movie...hahakz.....great!

2006-09-04T22:08:00.000-07:00

feeling rather bored these days...this gonna be the last week of hols....wohoo...but come to think of it...i have to go thru hell nxt wk...wat i mean by hell is that i have to go for attachment...somthing i dislike n despise......aargh....so sick of it....bt hey after this,there will be 1more mth of attachment n after that im free...no attachment ...simply go there n look at the procedures n do report...uhuh...great.....been reading my frens blog....glad that they have excelld in wat they have been doing...some will be pilots for emirates ,others at brisbane studyin.........n for me,im not gonna jus stop here...its my dream of getting a degree plus plus..........ahahah....insya allah larr.......will spend another 1 year in SIM .....k wadda.......khekhe........hate today !i have come down with a flu.....getting fever soon....haiz....missin my dudes loads......missing mi besfrens loads too...........this flu is making me SICK...sick phsically n mentally...uh!

2006-09-04T06:28:00.000-07:00

holler im back....yeap was feeling miserable these days......wll i guess its just me....gals r never spared from jealousy...yeap i guess its true...when theres love,theres also jealousy...well jealosy does indicates love but too much is unhealthy.......went to gym with dear last weekend b4 gointg out searching 4 mi dad's birdae gift...finally deciding on the adidas polo shirt..tanx so much dear for having to bear with mi fussiness,undecisivenes........dun tink anione cn stand it other than u....dat makes me love u more n more each day......anw it coincides with liana's mom birdae....happi birdae 4 both of our loved ones....wee!!!!worked on mi triceps n abs......yeah getting flabby these days....had to firm up a lil here n there b4 i get mi dream figure(no flabs)...wahahahah.......jus kidding,juz trying to be healthy ....all influence by mi dear......hes the my guru......wahahah..........eeeyah have to admit hes influential.....hahaha.......gonna move house this week....feeling so sien.....all these moving is just so troublesome...hav to unpack n pack the things....itsa so annoying........but the new house looks pretty ok...conducive enuff 2 study .......dats all 4 now....

2006-08-28T20:45:00.000-07:00

The Swatch-watch esp 4 dearest
HAPPY 23RD BIRDAE!

@ the beach,eating the chocolatey,fudgey ,nutty brownies.

celebrated mi dearest23rd birdae last weekend...had lotsa n lotsa of great tym celebrating.planned few suprises for him...took a cable car ride from mount faber...its totally awesome..it was his first tym riding it n yah im so pleased to see how blissful hewas dat tym.......i had planned to suprise with him again with the brownies i bought esp from coffee bean....its so chocolatey,fudgy n the most significant is he likes them...yah.it is his favourite...BROWNIES......n of course he totally loves them.....we took the ride from mount caber to sentosa n yah theres return ride as well.we were extremely excited over the fact that we got to ride the cable car(maklumlah da lamer tak naik)..hahahaha.....aniwae as soon as we reached Sentosa ,....we went to the luge n took the sky ride to pahlawan beach so we cn settled down,enjoy the scenery n eat the brownies.extremely NICE SCENERY if u look down from the sky ride....n plus plus we gotta 2 enjoy the breeze...there was a canon cam shot...had pic of us taken while taking the sky ride n all the scenery below us were included in the pic..itsa absolutely gorgeous......PS:the pic is securedly kept by khai as a token of momento of sentosa(our sunny island..wahaha)...............as evening came by,we left the place n proceeded to our next destination.........itsa none other than the exotic restaurant in Arab street....i really fell in love with the ambience down there.......creates romantic mood n ideal for the next surprise ....before that,we ordered our usual mouth watering SHISH KEBAB WITH WEDGES....well i give two thumbs up for this scrumptious meal........itsa so SEDAP....bak kata BJ:saya kasi 5 O!!!wahahah.........suprise with him a gift to end our the DAY... a swatch watch....looks so nice on him(of course la)...l lurveeee it n he definitely lurvesss it too................again,hapi 23rd birdae syg!may wat u wish for comes true !

2006-08-03T23:36:00.000-07:00

its gonna be super stressful 4 the upcomin week...exams are just around the corner n oh yeah i havent even prepared....i hav to be prepared for the next pimple outbreak.im oready couldnt bear to see my condition of skin...its getting worse.....not so worse but sth must be done or else it cn get worse.....SIGH......hmph nohtings up dis week...oh yea ...watched the lake side last sat ..it was very romantic though i dont exactly undersatnd how the two lovers meet alas .......i jus ogle at the actor keanu reeves...wahaha.hes HOT...yeah definitely he is!a bit illogical if u think too much abt the story plot....juz think simple....woo-hooo......n strolling ard town again ..this is like a fixed activity for me every weekends...well,it sounds dull n boring ...yeah singapore is boring...i have yet to find new places here to hang-out...haiz.....life is boring but u have to find something to liven it up....all depends on individuals....personally,for me....life is great having my loved ones ard n i reaaly enjoy the moments being together with them ......their presence is just enough to brighten up my day........being with khai has brought so much happiness in my life.my life is full of smiles n more smile now...............im in school now struggling to do statistic project......arrghh...boring!had to cancel my meeting session with my religious T-cher n friends...

my deepest apology

2006-07-28T21:39:00.000-07:00

i really dont know wats wrong with me lately...im sorry dear if i have hurt ya deeply...im so sorry..it wasnt unintentional......i have alwys been loving u.....n will always love u...

juz another piece of CRAP

2006-07-21T21:50:00.000-07:00

PHEW.......im relieved.after 1 mth of unpaid attachment....at last im free like a bird.it was so sien ydae.had to wear n95 mask.exercise for the epidemic flu..wada...nearly suffocated me.......it was horrible...fortunately,i was not in A&E doing the x-ray.They were all wearing PPE n n95....itsa so hot wearing all these crapz...well anyway...itsa a preparation acts in case of any breakout like sars...so we have to act fast and curb the spread.cnt believe i will be in this healthline...but i feel satisfied helping sum1 even though my role as a radiographer is not so EXTREMELY big as the nurses..but still i play a part in aiding the doc's diagnosis..wadda..well attachment is over,i hve enough of beig work unpaid....n im going to have fun with my dearest lovable guy none other than mi big K..glad to have him around during tyms wen im dull,sad , happy or even pms!..hes my man....n hes been getting cranky lately...well hes always is......(hmmmph)under ifuzz influence......plan to watch movies....ya ya not a movie maybe 2....hahah...cos theres whole lotsa great movie to watch...hey peepz u cnt deny that ..theres pirate of the carribean...thank you for smoking...how much do u love me...wahaha.........n im going shopping...shop till drop(4 all shppaholic queens out dere)...my personal slogan for last week of GSS!!!!ciao gotta go ........

2006-06-21T10:12:00.000-07:00

saturday 17/06
had no plans or watsoeva with khai...ended up doing all those endless window shopping till our feet screamed of aching.......very tiring yet we r glad at least we had someting to do than strolling...precious tym was wasted bt indeed we enjoyed spending tym together ...thats the utmost thing that we wanted at the end of the day.....we did bought ourselves some stuff juz for the sake of making each self happy...to hard to resist fron the tempation of GSS....indeed shopping makes us go bonkers....eyes coulnt help searching desparately for nice equisite n most importantly,ON SALE suff...wahaha....
sunday 18/06 had no plans in the morning...rather,i had to pack all my junks n super thick notes in the boxes,preparing to move out next mth...so much memories in this house which i dont really want to forget........have bn here for the past 20 yrs...phew,damn long,wasnt it.bt wateva it is,i still love this place.......it has its past n i cnt simply forget it.anw went out wit khai in the afternoon to do some lil shopping..........n after that,this was interesting... liana n i were on mission to become mystery shoppers at one of the courts...we went acting n became the interested buyers.had lotsa enquiries on our part n left the av consultant to answer all of them in wateva costs.great,indeed we did a great acting as sisters..waha...wonderful....n of course after that,headed to clem to have supper....n we ended up buying d24 grad durian.it was cheap.good bargain from the apeks.supplied with durians,we went to this coffeeshop n bought our drinks n indulged ourselves with this fleshy-tastious looking durian...wow.....so great n yummy...so long we had not been this slumbaa n giler ........n we finally did it again.wacko people.

2006-06-16T17:57:00.000-07:00

hes enjoying his chicken fillet don(yum yum) ..........

had nothing much to do 2day......so i will be pickin up my khai from yew tee mrt.....hope he will not get bored of me...cos we have been seeing each other every day...wahahaha...im so evil....went to eat tom yam ydae at banquet n of course,asked him to tag along....hehe........itsa so SEDAP......i lurve the combination of flavours,sweet,sourish n spicy.....bt too bad my dear khai has a cat-tongue>>>wat i mean by this is that he doesnt like spicy food...it itches him .......well hes sensitive to it....so he bought something else thats non-spicy which is according to his taste bud n liking .......gosh im gona b late ....its 5pm now...gtta shower...gona fetch him..........to be continud!

told ya hes getting cranky lately!
the other sides of us!

2006-06-11T20:52:00.000-07:00

arrgh had quite a terrible breakout due to all dis stress.haha.n mi sensitive skin..juz hate the sight of pimples on mi face....ok enuff..i dont wanna grumble about it again n again.anw test is over...there will be more tests coming up after my one mth attachment..haiz....bt my first semester of 2nd yearis going to end...weehoo!cnt wait to end school ..anw im posted to sgh n cgh.....im fine with sgh bt for cgh,its so damn far n inaccessible...urrgh..........anw have two weeks holiday before that ..weehoo...bt gosh i dunt think i have plans....going to stay at home n rot apart from giving tuition......im goin to have some lil meet up session with mi lil garls this two weeks.......hmph great idea ryte....anw i had a nice evening plan yday.....watched THE OMEN..freaky movie bt nice on....a devilish kid n his cunning ways to rule the world ...urrgh....before that movie session ,we had pool.hahaha.............well itsa my idea.hmph...da lamer tak main ak....so tot of giving it a try.....n yah its splendid esp with my loved one around...every tym spent with u is beautiful n perfect....thanx ya syg:)

2006-06-05T01:31:00.000-07:00

things have went back to normal as far as i noe..i dont give a total shit about all this thing...enuff of dat...PEACE!haha............well lotsa things have happened past few days n im missing my gurls terribly much.its been so long that we dont hang out at town,snapping all those photos..itsa way too long,ryte.......should meet up sumday....went 4 threading yday at ave 2.....had to do it ,my eyebrow is getting bushy..haha......oh gosh ,bt oh well its nicey nice now..so shaped...went cycling with khai yday...hahah.cnt believe it.cycling on the road..it really scares me out of wits se.kinda tired walking.bn walking.scared that i mite get veins popping out of my legs...uurgh.n its bad to have one too.complicates the health.im becoming more health-concious these days after i have paid attention in my pathology class.the kinds n causes of diseases..freaks me.working in the hospital has opened my eyes.theres people suffering from all these weird diseases.God is almighty.allahu-akhbar..i was hit by realization that time is very short n im becuming more complacent.to be cont.mi brain is so dried up!

2006-05-28T09:32:00.000-07:00

gosh guess wat had happened on simis birthday..well i lost my temper...n its really bad..i dont know how it happened bt perhapz,there a lot more reasonz y i shld have lost my cool in front of the gals..im the type of gal who doesnt like talkin bad about my frens or even passing sarcastic remarks that will hurt them..cos i have bn in dat kinda situation n i hate it a lot......bt i just dont understand y some people r makin use of dat n i have to get used to it.itsa so ridiculous...y its me hu shld adapt to it..y dont they?cos its their habit.n damn it,they have to get used to me gettin offended easily.....well,someone has to stop it ryte...so it shld be them...cos they r the root cause of wat i have bcum rite now......anw guys,shall tel from the beginning .......well i dont want to side anyone,i jus believe in myself ryte now.well it started off when i told them that i had bought a gift to simi n thus,shared it with sap,azizah n naz.well i didnt tell them i bought it 4 simi becos its a last min thing...damn it..n dey make it like a big huha cos i din have the courtesy to tell them dat i have gotten simiz birdae present...wat shit..ridiculous.shld i even tell anione dat i bought siomi a present...i have my rights wat.....n well itot they din wan to to celebrate it wit simi..cos some wanted to go sumwhere else n stuff.n ta-dah,in the end everybody decided to go at the very last min....so screwed up........bloody fickle minded.........its oreadi so hurt wen they actually clnt go to sentosa n left me with the other 4 gals or so to celebrate it with simi...we had to cancel the trip cos of some unforeseen circumstances .then,decided to go town instead n dats when everybody wanted to tag along ..........just tell dat u wan go convention lar n not beat ard the bush...we r not gona get mad..mind u...we r so called MATURE people,so i guess we shld behave like one...they were so frustrated that they told dis fren of mine that i have bought present without me telling them....n it means to show that they were angry at me..n pls juz hate peopl puttin on sulkin face like as if i had done something so wrong......just tell in front of dat ur mad at me.......(i jus dont c the point y they had to lar)oh well i dont give a shit about that..........its not about this .theres more to it......they like 2 pass sarcastic remarks on me n my guy.friends dont do that to friends.........n i believe in that.as far as i noe,i dont do that to my frens...n they shld noe i hate it.i even teared due to this n i tot of just screaming at their faces to FO.bt she stopped me...shldnt have done that...if only i released my anger earlier,it wouldnt become to this extent.....i feel like the erupting volcano.the ting accumulates n its get so hurt that i dont wan to hear any explanations anymore....n dun try talking sense to me cos it will not work....dats how bad things gona be if im so fuktup pissed off...bt anw we stil had fun despite the bitterness.

2006-05-08T10:06:00.000-07:00

as usual spent all the tym with my dear during weekends,,,anw suprisingly,he booked out on last friday.normally,its always on sat.....
sat 6/03/2006
had no plans act initially so we thot of watching this paradise thingy at cathay picture house ard dhoby ghaut,...the place is nice though its still under construction.....theres many lovers seat so not to worry n fear that u will not get one.....hahaha...all these kan-cheong people.......hehe........the movie was intersting...FIY:its an arabic show entailing on the matyr........good plot yet i slept cos it was so cosy n its so tempting to sleep on the couch.wooOOOO........didnt realise that dear saw me about to knock off,decided to pinch me..really HARD one...... that really made me jerk from my seat n yeah WOKE me up.....GOSH,its so pain .......anw suppose to watch M13 bt since my dear had nt been following up with m1 n mi2...then i tot to just FORGET about watching it...he will be lost not knowing wats going on..khekhe..........n idont want him to..........
sunday7/03/2006
well,asked dear to come along to Novena to buy my radiographic book at research one asia...dunno where the hell is the place n we hd to search frantically for the place.......n there it was,jus besude the mrt exit.....wadda...luckily,theres stock!im quite relieved lar....that means i need not go all ard spore searching for this god damn book lor......headed on to clementi...yesh theres pasar malam!yipee...bought sambal gorng rice ,otak-otak,goen pisang n more ..... we went to our secret place to eat!wahahah.........mcm kenduri se.......hahaha.........nicey nice......

2006-05-07T07:15:00.000-07:00

well the same thing happens every weekends....i always spend tym with my dear
sat 6/3/2006
it never crossed my ming that it was the voting day,i and azizah went to school thinking there was kickboxing training n no!the school was closed...damn...had to travel back to home......to be cont

2006-04-23T06:51:00.000-07:00

finally...i had watched HOSTEL!hehehe....my darling bought them for me....damn...strong violence..as a matter of fact,spent the rest of the tym,shutting my eyes with darling's sleeve...hehehe.......bt its an indeed nice movie to watch for those thriller-lovers!

2006-04-18T09:19:00.000-07:00

i miss ya darling!

2006-04-15T09:53:00.000-07:00

my darling booked in just now..cnt bear to let him go.the time we had spent together was not enough.i want more.bt i realise i cnt be so selfish.hes serving the nation,for god sake.i really cnt wait for him to complete his ns.that will b the happiest moment in my hol entire life.i will certainly b able see 2 him everyday without fail.spent as much tym left with him just now.went to Ginza to look ard and shop.well,darling bought quite alot of food stuff for his camp.cnt believe that he was GERAM seeing his favourite keropok sold in huge pack.n gues wat,he bought them!heheh...apa dey!his bag must be full of all those crackers and sour plums lar.khekhe.........its been quite a while i didnt go to Ginza Plaza and it didnt change a bit except that there are a number of new shops opening.it just reminds me the past ..the place where i used to hang out n chill after my so called technical practical at jintai.Apparantly,last time my school had lesser facilites that did not cater to this particualr subjct and as a matter of fact,we had to use the facilities in JinTai........and it just felt so weird being in sum1 else's school.....trust me,u dont like to b there....k im off ryte now!*yawn*

2006-04-14T10:11:00.000-07:00

went watching reincarnation with khai....initially we thought of watching hostel r21 movie bt ended up watching this asean horror movie...wadda....some screwed up ah-so was asking for my god-damn ic lor.....n yah....i cldnt watch it...damn!haoz...y thay have to b so particular abt birth dates.......dis yr im 21....so let it b....making a big hu- haha abt mi age...shaduup!.....bt i managed to watch running scared last 2 weeks....its r21 too.....haiz..............

2006-04-13T22:05:00.000-07:00

everything is fine lately.....at least for these past few days...just hope it continues like this all the way.stress-free!al my sucky tym i had in ttsh is over...how glad i am!personally,i tink that place is really low in quality service...bt up 2 ya guys 2 decide...i have bn there....went thru a lot of egood n bad experience........good thing friday is public holiday.....i cn get ot fast.wehoo!

2006-04-12T10:32:00.000-07:00

im tired...so tired...dat i tink i mite faint of exhaustion.....really....cn c mi eye rings...itsa so bad that i dun even dare seeing myself in the mirror....gosh...this is too much...attachment is just secks....using us as their free labour..and they they try to deny dat fact by covering it by saying that the hosp is doing us a favour...wat favour,man?have to do 2 reports today before tomorrw...im outta time...feeling so sien oreadi....every part of my body is aching.....juz hate everything.....hate attachment!argggh...im so pissed today...well blame me for the last minute report...bt do u tink i have time doing it?dun tink so!i would if i have....tanx god,i have finished the reports and now just left me to update a lil in my blog...... im worried abt liana...hope her mum is getting well....dun have much tings for me to do tmrw.........anw,juz feel so moody tmrw....i really dunno wats gt into me....sometimes i juz tink that i talked a lot...wat i mean by talkin a lot is telling sum1 too much abt wat u do,ur past life and so forth which makes some1 feel so insecured and making them feel that they have less trust in u.....i dont know if theres sth wrong abt me feeling this way bt i cnt just avoid it ryte.....so far as i noe,im worse than them...hahaha.....mebe i am pessimistic,insecured lade.....perhaps,i have seen much in life n realise happiness dont always exist in this world...there ought to be ups and downs ....and...life is just like that...so unpredictable...u never noe watz going to happen next.....

2006-03-26T11:21:00.001-08:00

im missing khai too much...just too much.hes bookin out.....n unfortunately,im werkin...plan to do sth else than watching movies bt we ended up wastching movie...RUNNING SCARED...quite a good twist n plot.....had lil tym to spend cos we went out quite late.....blame me for that...siap mcm pengantin.......juz wan look good in front of ya...hahaah....sories ya draling...didnt mean to keep ya waiting.......love ya so much.......hes goin to book in today.........wana spend tym wit him.bt then i tink i should give him tym to do his own things rathr than bugging him 2 go out.......bt one thing sure,im gonna send him off to his camp.........muakz!

2006-03-26T11:21:00.000-08:00

sux!

2006-03-15T07:55:00.000-08:00

feeling kinda down today....dont know y....it had been a hectic days for me these days...with work plus tuition...n im so STRESSED...in addition to that,i already had my result today...im quite disheartened with it....didnt achieve what i expect......haiz...well its too much to ask for straight As ryte...but well,its not wrong to aim that.i find its possible if extra effort is put in...that is to QUIT my part time job so that i cn concentrate more n gear up with studies...........hehe........bt it is yet to be considered........it really depends on the circumstances.....im just waiting for 2 or 3 mths to come n i cn say farewell to my job!weehoo!apparantly,i have to wait till i have enough savings to make that kinda decision...yeah,thats ryte....considering that im quite a spendthrift...hehe....going back to school tomorrow for some briefing on our clinical attachment which i cn guarantee u,it will be sucky!hahaha.....juz hate attachment.dont ask me y?....anw anybody cn give me some tips to prepare myself for the interview this friday...im so f***ing nervous n gubra lar!havent bn preparing miself much!

2006-03-09T08:30:00.000-08:00

im so delighted today.....its been 6mthz im with khai...its so fast.....*alhamdulillah* n im missing him each n every day..........kinda recalled the first tym we met..n so forth....its juz wonderful.....its unexpectable for me.......been tinking abt him all the tym without fail , on what hes doing in camp,hows hes adapting,has he eaten n more.....going to meet him tmrw again..wee!hes booking out......im so eager to wait for his return...yee-hah!miz ya DUDE!

2006-03-08T20:15:00.000-08:00

im back here to update...been pretty bz lately n tiring....cos i have been sick for few days...bt nevertheless,i still enjoy the days when im sick.....it doesnt hinder me from going aniwhere...as the matter of fact,i went bowling with khai on last tuesday though im not healthy enough...bt hey,adt was fun......didnt know bowling is fun until ive tried it...in fact,i only tried it once bt it was back then u c...when i wasin sec school..hehe..........n i didnt manage to strike...damnit....thanx to my sweetheart,i did strike..hehe...he was a patient bowling instructor,really....he had to put up with me n my attitude...wahaha............bt well,it is paid off...n i have learnt how to bowl with correct techniques....syg khai..............after that,we headed on to SIM to eat....cos someone was craving for creamy sauce pasta.....n i bought dis chicken chop with mashed potatoes n fries...look appetizing n superbly delicious .two thumbs up!talking about food juz my stomach growling now....hahaha...n finally i set off to teach!my dear k will be returning to his camp tmrw...gona miz ya so much syg!

SUPPER!

2006-03-06T19:53:00.000-08:00

went out to supper with liana n khairul at jln jurong kechil..dun even know where the heck is the place bt its sumwhere near al ameen bt yet not so near la.....dnt plan it afterall ...it was so sudden....went there straight from tuition....n asked khai to come along n yah, he did........so we settled down in this PERDANA RESTAURANT to eat pratas.yeah the pratas are superb..so tasty...really no kidding....im not being sarcastic...hehe...felt guilty of asking khai along..he didnt want me to go cos its late at night bt eventually,he had no choice bt to accompany me...sory ya syg.........he had to become my so called body guard.oh yesh ppl might think hes a bouncer(all my friends think he is like one)..hehe...cos he looks like one la....duh.......we left the place at ard 1am(i guess) n thought of walking back home u c.....accompanied liana bck home since she said that route was the shortest to clementi(yah ryte liana)...we ended up taking a cab....cldnt possibly walk from bt batok to clementi...i will faint,for god sake!masya-allah....hehe........n yah we took cab back home n it was oready 2am...so tired by then.....n im still sick even up t0 2dae....bt yet i want to go out with precious as it is going to be the last day that im able to spend tym with him since hes going bck to camp tml...so gals y not we go for some adventure trip to pulau ubin n hitch tents there next tym...it will b so fun doing this kind of thing.......

plannz!

2006-03-05T20:56:00.000-08:00

my big plans for tml n the day after
6 march
12noon-accompanying khai to hairdresser to trim his hair!

2pm-maybe lunching wit khai n his mother...bn so anxious to meet up with her...hope everything will b fine n turns out as planned..insya allah..

2pm onwards-perhaps watching dvds @ his home...if his mother allows n doesnt mind abt that....mebe going lib n extend my date due for my novels

730pm-tuition @ jrg west

930 onwards-watching midnite movie

7th march

11am-collecting mi cheque from the headquarter

1pm-planning to go bowling or play pool

3pm-going to kumala to eat dhosai

3pm onward-sit down n talk abt us!

730pm-tuition @ jrg west

2006-03-05T20:37:00.000-08:00

was pretty sick today...had to apply off for my werk....the flu was getting werst in the morning....calld zarina up to inform her.....though i was sick,had to teach dis kid as-syayuti @ bt batok...dis cute pri 3 kid....very mischievious....dunno y feel like helping him with his maths...cos hes weak in that n im doin for free....hehe...n as soon after that,i went to mit up with mi PRECIOUS...went to borrow dvds from him...i will b pretty bored 2dae without dvds...at least i had sth to fill up mi tym @ home cos i had no big plans for 2dae u c..........anw we kinda met up again in d evening to collect his photos....cool...so cute,handsome!!arrggh...love ya lots!n finally,we sat under the void deck talking lotsa n lotsa craps...i find him getting crappy...hahaha...more crapy...n likes to irritate mi a lot with him immitating mi actions.........arrgh......bt i like it though...hahaha..n i start pinching him n pokin his waist....great...an eye for an eye la syg....n guess wat it happened to be dat one of of his friends know hu am i when he saw the pic in precious's hp,know where im schooling,where im living n so forth..weird though..he was like saying..uhuh "i know dis gal,shes mi fren's ex n shes livin in ave 4 n bla bla bla"......i dont really know the guy........bt hes zakariya's friend...no wonder..bt still,he knows all the details abt me...dats so peculiar....im amazed!dont tell me zakariya was spreading ard info abt me to others...abt where his ex gf lives,school n even work........thats so sickening..i dont go ard telling ppl where mi ex bf lives or wat!n he cn tell others all the details on me...huh...wat type of a guy is he,man?i dont c the need to tell eveyone abt this..........its juz so strange.......so weird

feelin sick

2006-03-04T03:34:00.000-08:00

im feelin sick today...had running nose,sore throat...dunno hw i gt it....juz had it juz now....haiz......gosh dun lemme sick..i wanna mit up wit dear K 2dae!anw we oreadi did meet up early dis mornning to watch the underworld-the evolution...hahah....semangat se wake up early to catch 11am show...ridiculous.....dis is all bcos ok dear..he told mi he had tahlil tingy after magrib....n i had mi cuzzin's weddin at 2pm...so i tot y not had earlier ryte....normally we go out in the afternoon...bt hey its fun though we need to go out early...think abt it...we dont need to rush to buy the tix..theres only few ppl in the cinema(i love it)hahaha.....n its so great..having breakfast together.its once a while thing to do after so many mths!hmph......n im meeting him again later.......cnt wait though im a lil sick here!hee.....bt seeing him makes mi less sick....hahaha........hes passing me his dvds!so bored at hm...need sth 2 watch....

slackin queen

2006-02-28T11:44:00.000-08:00

been slackin these past few daes.....cos im off mon n tues...dat explains y im slacking......tot of cathing up new movies...mebe one of these daes lar where mi dear k is free..of FIY,my dear K has graduated!wohoo...n he got in the military police in which he is assigned to send ppl MIA to DB(detention barrack)..n yesh!he will not need to go tekong or even taiwan!n he is goin have a break from tml to next week!yipee!wat a coincidence...our break kinda clashed...cool..i cn spend more time with him!yipee!cos i tot mi hols will b a waste as i dun go out much..so at least i get to enjoy...mi frens are planning this trip to kota tinggi next wk..kinda kool...tot of going..since i dun get the chance to go aniwhere 4 this long break...gonna have bbq beside the beach n stuff........itsa 2 dae thing.....it will b wonderful!tot of meeting up with my gerls dis weekend or weekday !hope they r free.....

east coast

2006-02-20T20:17:00.000-08:00

the nyp picnics....so awesome...didnt expect all to come bt they did...they r all so sporting se....so the gurls bring some food...cos we r doing the potluck tingy...n me n syaz with our mee BEE HOON...tasya with her finger food,aisyah with her tuna spread n bread n more....the food is more than enough for us...gosh......ate a lot before we went to swim...n i encountered a near death experience.....unforgettable one...still embedded in my f***ing head!hahaha........was floating with simi n wtf we didnt realise we were being pushed further by the current ..our feet barely touched the ground...haha...n i start panicking...waters rushed into mi throat n i cld feel the saltwater entering n it sort of burning mi throat!n out of desperation,i juz grabbed anitink...so i grabbed simi's hair....poor girl has to struggle..it wasnt intentionally......i had to resort to tis untinkable act of desperation..hahaha.k anw we had fun.....bt i had to go back at 6pm........n had to rush to tuition centre.....n i was feeling fatigue oreadi...im lookin forward for more such outings la....oreadi feelin so bored at home.....

YAwN

2006-02-15T23:37:00.000-08:00

oh well school holidays has juz started n im here sitting down in front of my comp,bloggin!its my rest day today after few days of working...so lethargic....so bored....khais in tekong for these 3 days n i miss him alot....mizz him like crazy....oh my....thought of going library later before going for my tuition...it was valentines dae ydae...ahah.happy valentine's dae 2 all..n esp u khai!!was so occupied ydae with work n tuition...haha...was watching original sin ydae starring antonio banderas n angelina jolie..oooOo LALA wat a perfect match.....simply flawless!the movie is so great...i really thought dat dude died in the end bt he did not..waste of mi tears!haha......of course...hero never dies.....especially if it is antonio banderas...the show wldnt be that great,ryte..haiz.im eagerly waiting for tonite....the time where khai will go back to pasir laba!gotsa lots story to tell him..........simply mizz dat dude

sicko

2006-02-08T02:18:00.000-08:00

im sick...sick of studying......too much tings to study n mi brain is "fried"!gosh juz left one more paper to go n dats it.i will clear everything.bt dats not the end.after mi 5weeks of holidays,i will have 1 mth of attachment.............argggggggghhhhhhh....i feel lyk dying...if only i cn b TAI-TAI @ home..i will simply love it....with money coming in just like that...tell me hus the insane person hu dun want it..datz totally nutcase se !i want earn as much now than latter...at least afford a car or sth!dat will be wonderful enuff 4 mi n live happily ever after wit khai!hahahha...........wat a fairy tale....okie i am bcumin nutz oreadi dure to the deficiency of sleep wic cn ultimately results to the screw loose...have to search for d screw.tink its somewhere on the flooor.hahaha.....ciaoz!

2006-02-07T12:09:00.000-08:00

diz week will b my last wk of skool...hooray!im so delighted....sooo glad that school is gonna end soon.....bt i nd 2 werk nxt whole mth plus tutoring n stuff....been spending a lot....im a spendthrift man....gosh...dunno wat i have spent on.....bt at least im using my hard earned money for everything...the bills,mi fees...all of them....hmph ah...anw valentine is coming...dun tink i will b celebrating it with my sweeetheart cos he will b in camp...pity ma baby boi!n im planning to go out with dis saturdae...gonna treat him @ fish n co...den will b watching MATCH POINT after that..........tot of baking his fav brownie...provided im free enough to bake for him...i guess i will....give him a taste of mi brownie......yum yum!tot of gettin him sth..bt cldnt tink of anitink...a gift that symbolise my love n our rship......im outta of idea,damnit!anw sth happened ydae...dunno wat i was tinking...was discussing with him whether i shld take dis tuition offer from zakariya's mother..so it means that i will be teaching his sista at his place...no doubt ma dear will not like it....bt i tred to clear things out with him n explained 2 him as clearly as possible that i did it to earn n not more ydae....plus i have no connection with him animore...bt khai totally doesnt like the idea..he said that it wld complicate things futher n that he doesnt want me 2 get related with my past animore.......i respect his decision....even i will do the same...he sacrifices his sign on for mw n y shld i,ryte....he likes the job n it pays well bt the onli thing that bad is he will have minimal time 2 spend with me in the long run.......n yah he didnt sign on...hes gona look 4 other jobs after his ns.......

updates!

2006-02-04T12:54:00.000-08:00

well here am i ...blogging early in d morning...im so stressed.....have another 3 papers to go n dats it....bt damn i need to score la for these...dats my only hope.........hmph....anw i was planning hard to get abs...hahaha.... was doing crunches 5 times a day...right after i have fininshed my prayers...hahaha....hope its goona werk well n produce the results i want!hahahah.......missing khai too much...hes booking out today.....hope i cn fininsh study by 2day afternoon so i get to spend some tym with him..........cos hes booking in tonite.............*sigh*

supper at khazwani

2006-01-28T11:28:00.000-08:00

1230am.
met with liana,farid n fadhli @ hazwani.planning to have supper...was dying to eat d pratas dere.i was late as usual..hehe....saw diz bunch of guys n i thought it was them initially..they were practically waving at me...so i was beeing fooled.theres no sign of liana...n as i approached them,i saw familiar faces,the faces that i had seen b4 in my secondary school!it was them...my seniors!oh gosh....firoz,taufik,farhan n yan omar were there.waving at me.as soon as i realised it was them,i turned way n started looking for liana.n there she was,jus sitting quite near bt not so close to them....so it was just me,her n the 2 guys in the round table.......it was so obvious that yan omar was looking at us.....so damn obvious,bt i kept pretending i didnt c him looking...it was so ackward..we were not that close.....maybe just acknowledge during sec school n nothing more....anw mi friends were a bunch of jokers,always came up with stupid ideas n craps.....man,we are just people full of craps........n farid as well as ma dear gal treated us ydae....tanx a lot ......u guys are cool....hahahha.........talk craps till 4am...it was so late n its oready morning......bt it was fun to have this once in a while....shld ask more of our friends..the more the merrier........

missing my gurlz!

2006-01-25T01:08:00.000-08:00

hey i got an A for behavioral science...wee!so happy....my final yr examination is next wk...n i havent even started a thing.......so occupied.........anw gals,miss u loads babes......well,we have to carry out our mission...........yeay!so excited abt it......we shld go out more often gurls...really miss u gurls a lot.......D REUNION OF THE BEROKGAYS!!!!..............

xtras!

2006-01-24T14:49:00.000-08:00

managed to meet mi gurls yday.kin-kin asked us to act in her production as office girls so we had to become extraz for her..hehe.........yeah n she owes us a favour n it has yet to be fulfilled..hehehe............had lotsa fun.as usual we talked lotsa craps n took more shots for our pic gallore!hehehe........left ard 6pm and went to SIM....each of us had different milk shake flavours...cool...had chocolate...yumyy!

moody!

2006-01-19T00:45:00.000-08:00

khai said sth that shld not be said to me....n i felt so hurt.....so hurt that i felt like crying....he was supposed to console me bt it ended up otherwise........how could he said THAT to me...im disappointed in him...i dont feel he appreciated me when he said that...it just reminded me of the past which hurts a lot........though he said it out of anger bt still.....i always think that he is not the sort of person to say this kind of thing to me bt im wrong....well,hes a frank kind of person n he meant wat he said....thats y its very hard for me to believe that he didnt mean what he said........no other gals will accept it...itsa a BIG thing for god sake.....just felt useless.....he told me to take his word positively bt common lah,i know what i shld do...its not as if im so blur that i didnt even noe wat im doing...i know wat im doing......i am wat i am....n he got to appreciate me the way i am.....bt im so accustomed to all of these that i felt so immune to it ....i really didnt expect hes going to say this cos i believe that if u love someone,u try ur very best to cherish her in every way..understand her...appreciate her.....make her feel that shes the special one...........anw i didnt want us to quarrel again n again just because of this......i love him loads,i love him myself,love him more than my life .... i just try to forget all of these though its painful for me........if he loves me,he shld not wat he shld do the next tym....

2006-01-18T23:54:00.000-08:00

today is my rest day...no tutiton,no work...isnt it cool......im so tired oreadi...needs plenty of rest....anw gt bck mi patient care test results n gosh i pass it......i didnt expect it..its not juz a pass bt i did quite well....hee n i had a quiz too n yah i passed!!its a last min study se...didnt have a time to study...only manage to study in the train.....haiz...bt anw its ova...more examintions coming after CNY...i doubt i cn go out with my syg......cos we plan to go out........n i dun tink i have the tym to go....cos its final yr exam!!!!!damn....bt anw im thinking positive abt it....i will have my school holidays after these 3 weeks!weehoo......

lovin ya syg!

2006-01-18T23:48:00.000-08:00

If I gave you forever
Would you take care of me?
Would you take me for granted?
On the way
Those wonderful things that you do
They got me feelin'
In love with you
In love with you
That loving you this easy
Comes so naturally
Loving you this easy
Comes so naturally
I would give you laughter
Oh
And so much more than that
Oh, yes I would
And to find your laughterI would climb the highest mountain to bring it back
You better believe
Those wonderful things that you do
They got me feelin'
In love with youIn love with you
That loving you this easy
Comes so naturally
Loving you this easy
Comes so naturally
I will stay by your side
Whether I'm wrong
Whether I'm right
Oh, it's incredible
With you I wanna spend the rest of my life, yeah
Loving you this easy
Comes so naturally
Loving you this easy
Comes so naturally
Loving you this easy
Comes so naturally
Loving you this easy
Comes so naturally
Loving you this easy
Comes so naturally
Loving you this easy
Comes so naturally
Loving you this easy
Loving you this easy
Loving you this easy
Loving you this easy

kl fotoz!

2006-01-12T05:02:00.000-08:00

hey i have DOWNLOADED my kl pics alas...simply click on "MY PHOTOS" on the left column...ciaoz!

Gettin Sick

2006-01-12T04:13:00.000-08:00

had a fever this morning.....thus,unable for me to go to werk..........im so damn bored here..was lying on my bed througout the day,doing nothing......so decide to blog....n i just remember i had an online tutorial bt the deadline is over.darn it.hw cld i forget!too caught with my work la......hey i just checked ....the quiz is still there...tot she said that shes going to remove it!its on this cpr tingy.....going to help out with kin's production...we have to play a role as the office girls......haha....its on the 24th..@ nite...dont know if i cn make it cos i will be working bt i wil try my best to help........rindu sama khai lor!!!!!haiz...cnt help thinking abt him throut the day....n its just a day for god sake .......dont know what will happen if i have a month break!i will go nuts!haiz....liana is having flu today...tot wanna meet her up after her work to eat choc prata.....feel like eating it from last two weeks bt tak kesampaian.......ha-ha-ha

its all abt u!

2006-01-08T23:30:00.000-08:00

sent off khai just now....managed to drink teh katai at khazwani....goin miss dat dude lor....though hes gona b away for juz one day cos hes goin to bookout tml nite...wehoo!gona c him AGAIN....cnt get enuff of khai.....simply cnt get ENOUGH of him...hahaha......hes mi precious!i will constantly pray that he will always be well n healthy.....showed him some photos on me during my jc days......found them while i was trying to dig for my tution stuff cos damn i have to teach tuition tml....absolutely hectic......bt wat to do...dats my life...i choose it...brani buat,brani tanggung ak!

totally SHAG!

2006-01-08T16:00:00.000-08:00

its been very hectic for me these past few daes....its so tiring that i doubt i can hold on any longer...i have attachment,werk and tuition!for god sake.dats too much....im so lethargic,damn exhausted and any other word that cld describe SUPER-TIRED!hmmph......khai asks me to postpone my werk for 2 weeks so i cn juz focus on mi attachment...yeay hes rite bt still,is there such a thing?...haiz.....finish almost all my competency..only left doing some reports...manage to destress miself by catching a movie ydae!whee watch this love movie featuring orlando bloom..cnt recall wats the title of the movie....and we chill one-corner eating SUSHI!lots n lotsa of them!ahahahha.........with one carton of peel fresh apple juice...fantastic..it was so filling.......by the tym we gt back,we were tired n iots oreadi midnite.......poor khai has to go thru all the trouble of going out with me after his bookout...he went straight from his camp....n he didnt go back first.....must b tiring for him...n alas,we ended up sleeping in the bus........seems like we both are totally shag ydae.......met him juz now to send his ns uniform to laundry at sunset...its been raining n it will b impossible to wash them cos they will not get dry aniwae....went to food park and ate prata.......n we hang out there talking craps n more craps..........goin to work todae at 6......damn tired ..suppose to work at 2 bt manage to delay it till 6...wat do u expect...so damn tired lor.......been lookin forward for the school holidays before i get to the second year...n i cn finally set mi mind in peace......n i cn go travel!wonderful,brilliant plan!

Craps,craps n more craps

2005-12-28T19:07:00.000-08:00

arrgh havent revised most of mi x-ray stuff.....has been slacking a lot se eversince the holidays......n worse still,i have attachment next week in which i have to know everithing at the tip of mi fingers.....hah!.....im workin today bt dont intend to start early...mebe shld consider going at 5pm instead...tiring ak...anw had a long conversation with dudey ydae.....damn we talked freaking long se...even i dont know wat r we talking about...at least i made him laughed wit mi weird noises,laughs n crappy jokes!!ha-ha-ha......he made mi laughed too...wat in d world he had the idea of wanting to put PAD inside his shoe...weird idea nt logical enough.....pad is a good absorber,ryte...so he wanted to use it to absorb the water in his shoes so that his feet will not get soaked during the jungle training ...its bn raining cats n dogs these month...so he tot of trying it...n he wanted me to spare him mi pad!hahahah.....i dont mind ,i got lotsa of them....we plan to make brownies together this saturday..i hope it turns out FINE....n plus-plus, i need to shop wit dudey ard at town to buy some of d offfice clothes cos i need them badly 4 mi attachment.......has some slumber party at kins house this new year eve.....i really want to go....i should...cos its like strengthening the berokgays bond.....everyone seems so bz lately...so y not...spare some tym n catch some of our happi moments again......dat tym it was at mi house then itsa liana n nw its kin!yipee.........

Im back-spore

2005-12-26T19:28:00.000-08:00

finally im BACK!....had so mucchh fun going to kl.....visited a lot of places than we cld ever imagined....thanx to my uncle whose willing to drive n bring us around.....we even visited genting......itsa freezing down there.....so cold that i felt numb......took the outdoor rides despite the rain....cos it happened once in a lifetime...so y not...enjoy it!!........by the time everythings done,we were all drenched...n dat includes mi lil kuzzin n sista 2.....all wet n freezing to death......planning to take other rides...bt it was put to a halt due to the rain....damn.....*ifah shook her head*........though there little things to play n ride due to the disruption,we enjoyed the atmosphere n scenery....itsa so nice...so serene....had taken lotsa photos over there...soon i will download then....cos i dont even know where mi sis has hidden the camera....hehe.........n gosh throughout the journey,we were having lotsa feast....eating non-stop....even for me....had so much appetite than the usual ......gonna put lotsa weight,i guess......bt doesnt matter.at least i had so much fun there......bn tinking of dudey a lot.....miss him so much that i cn go nuts...had tym to mit him ydae b4 he reported to his camp.....met him n gave a big hug!

Finally....the day im waiting 4

2005-12-22T18:32:00.000-08:00

yeay i will set off to kl tonite.........kool...cnt wait for this trip...mi sis is going treat me...thats wat she said....cos im BROKE oreadi......bad timing....thanx sis,u r my saviour...going to miss my darling......bt anw fortunately,he has guard duty tml....so at least theres sth to make him occupied than not,ryte....miz ya tonnes n tonnes ......u will be always in my heart n mind even we are miles apart......no one cn replace U cos U r d only one created just for me.....hmmph.........not workin today...yipee......it was so fun at work ydae...i did enjoy myself...dunno y.....juz needed to do a lil security at the cosmetic area n dats all....quite tiring though bt im accustomed to it.....n our supervisor treated us bubble tea seh.....lagik power........

missin dudey!

2005-12-19T21:39:00.000-08:00

every breathe u take.every move u make,i will b watchin u..........nice song..n im very bored...its mi school holidays..its wat i have been yearning for.....2 weeks...bt it seems worthless wit khai not ard...really miss him so much se..hahaha..........*ifah,ifah*.............have no plans 2dae...not werkin.....gues im goner spend the tym slacking n staring at mi comp screen........waiting for khai to call......really cnt wait...the EARLIER the BETTER...........cnt wait for d kl trip with mi family this saturday.....kl menjerit nama ku!!!!!!!ha-ha-ha
Nobody gonna love me better
Nobody gonna take me higher
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick with you, my baby.
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you.
I don't wanna go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind.
See the way we ride in our private lives,
Ain't nobody getting in between.
I want you to know that you're the only one for me
And I say.
Ain't nothing else I can need And now
I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me.
I got you,
We'll be making love endlessly.
I'm with you
Baby,u r with me

Da Ring

2005-12-18T17:22:00.000-08:00

17th december.
went to changi to celebrate my birdae wit dudey precious....had nasi lemak at changi village..yum yum....so sedap.....n went to d beach....ta-dah......He actually suprised me with a diamond ring(as seen above).....well he said itsa meant to b a PRE ENGAGEMENT ring....hahahaha.............damn its d sweetest thing dat ever happened in my whole entire life la..... he is very serious abt me....n im serious too
!!!!....its UNBELIEVABLE.......i really didnt expect it.....it is so beautiful..i bet its costly n i feel bad abt it.....im really concern abt him spending on me......for god sake he needs the money more than i need the ring............anw told mi mum abt it....n mi mum was shocked bt then shes cool abt it.....finally realise that her daughter has grown up.tanx so much SYG!

Changi Airport-here we go

2005-12-16T19:36:00.000-08:00

had lesson from 10-12noon......n then me n mi bunch of mi frens proceeded to changi airport to eat at POPEYE......*nice2*....hadnt been there for quite long .they gave me a surprise with a swensen bithday cake.....thanx gurls...i love it.....n thanx dewi n hafiz for buying me this tshirt with SQUEEZE ME imprinted @ mi boopies....hahahah.....thanx a lot....n to mi dearest best frens of yiss.....liana n kin ,thanx for the body shop gift........im lurving it...so refreshing.....heeee.....thanx for spending the time b4 mi birthday....i really appreciate it.....went bck quite late cos accompanying mi precious to the KHAZWANI COFFEE SHOP 2 eat..pity him cos he had not been eating since ydae morning.....anw im so sorry that i cant go out wit ur gals 2dae ....going to changi 2dae...bt dunno wat im going to do down there...cos dudey precious plans it all..........haiz im turning 20!!!!*sigh*

BELIEVE it-or NOT!!

2005-12-14T07:59:00.000-08:00

cleared 2 papers today n left one more to go....it doesnt look easy as it seems to be .....bt i just hope the best....didnt work for this long stretch of week due to d examinations...cos its last min study...like DUH!!!...........dunno y im so depressed today...didnt get to meet mr precious cos he had kenduri 2 attend to.....been missing him like hell......had a lil tiff with him ydae..not exactly a tiff....hes just feelin insecured...insecured that i mite leave him...in which i dont ....i have imagined a life being with him...so y shld i ryte?it makes no sense....irrationale......hes just a perfect 4 me n i demand no more.........y cnt he understands that mi heart is just 4 him....gurls n guys do tink differently ryte....sometyms they misintepret our behaviour n tot its something else bt its actualli not the case....even though u try to clarify with them,they just couldnt make a sense out of the whole thing....n dat really bothers me...dunnno what shld i do to prove dat hes the ryte one for me.....*ifah starts to ponder*

SO stressed-up

2005-12-12T08:57:00.000-08:00

im supposed to study ryte now..bt i clnt focus....been in mi own world these daes...build sand castles in d air...dunno wat am i realy thinking...or sth is bothering mi.....wat i am absolutely sure..is im missing mi friends...yes..surely miss them.....tonnes!!!where art fou art thou gurls.....have sum nerve wrecking conversation with mi nyp fwens...sum sarcastic PEOPLE...cnt stand them....ggta do d same thing ....gona b real sarcastic..an eye for an eye...wahahha...gonna let dem cry till theirs tears dry up.....ok dat seem evil...bt dats how ifah gonna b...FIRM,MERCILESS,INSENSITIVE!

BLOOOOoood!!

2005-12-03T22:46:00.000-08:00

yeah watched the SAW 2 ydae....oh yes,theres more blood....cool caption....abt a guy, john who is actually known as Jigsaw wanting to play game with detective morris(if im nt wrong la) by abducting his son n put him in an enclosed house with some other ppl who have something in common among them.....d common thing was dat they were being put away by d same detective who actually planted an evidence just to put them into jail.one by one died slowly due to the contaminated gas which actually could cause fatal destruction tho the body's nervous system...the one who wanted to survive had to play with the game n abide the rules or else......watched this gruesome movie with khairul ydae.....yeah he just booked out...bt have to return today..sobz...miting him later at 3 ......*ifah looks at the watch*

D Crappy session!

2005-12-03T22:32:00.000-08:00

PHEWWWW..stress,stress n more stress ....glad that the week is over...bt damn i have another 2 more weeks b4 school holidays......2 wks of holidays,mind u!!!n the following week will be mi attachment....im posted to alexanda hospy....haizz......have to endure two weeks werkin unpaid...i dont understand y the school doesnt pay us when the nurses themselves are paid..this is utterly unfair...those biased system...i really dont understand......having to pay our own meals n transport cos they dont come in free!treating us as if we are some tycoons' child!look at this,must have at least 10 bucks per day to survive(plus all transport costs).....shldnt treat us like this...nowadays things get so expensive in singapore.....even i have doubt i cn survive or not in future unless provided that i have a promising career that pays a lump sum....then my financial is secured n i cn lead a luxury life.....

CONFUSED.............

2005-12-01T11:13:00.000-08:00

im totally CONFUSED...i had lots of tuition assignment in which i dun tink im able to take all cos im werkin part tym n furthermore i nd to study.......n simi is against mi taking tuition cos shes concerned about me..bt i juz feel bad turning down d offers cos i have bn teaching their kids from laz yr......bt i really need more tym 4 miself which i dun tink i am having it ryte now.........desperately need 4 it se.......n poor khairul has to endure with dis even after he has booked out from his camp.....bt hey his POP is juz next week...cn spent lotsa n lotsa tym with him....really miz dat dude a lot........n gues wat i had found a hp batt for him.so now he will have 3 spare batteries in camp...n he cn chat wit me everidae non stop ....wahahaha....he has developed a habit of sleeping after listenin to mi so called bed tym stories....had lotsa stories to tell him everidae without fail....i juz fil lyk im a yankin machine...hahaha.........n wen he doenst,he clnt sleep n fil something is missing....poor dudey...n guess wat,ervin called mi n simi lesbians....hmph....cos we are always seen together n look so intimate.......simi n khairul had a lil agreement dat dey both gona share me...simi gonna take mi on weekdaes,8 to 5pm...n khaiurl,weekends....hope dey r joking abt dat.....hahahah.....*face turned purple,abt to puke*

Overdose of KHAI

2005-12-01T11:04:00.000-08:00

mi fren told mi dat i had overdose of KHAIRUL...since im acting giler la...dunno y suddenly i bcame so hyper....mebe its d food i ate...bt wateva it is,IFAH is back.......hahaha....guess wat i had actually unleashed fairuz true behaviour...hww.dun judge d book by its cover cos fairuz is not!!hahahaha......n he speaks chinese well...so fluent...really salute to him....n all mi frens are mimickin d way i laugh....gosh..irritating se....HA-HA-HA